my consort, my love
don't lead, don't follow
just walk with me
walk by my side
you make me feel like a Queen...

let's see what we can accomplish
when dreams become reality

...waiting...wanting...waiting...wanting...

...patience...ever patience...

so many things i want to do so many things i want to say
difference of mind death of time
the deadly dance of cliché upon cliché
if i laughed i'd break the barrier
take a cue from pink floyd
i want to take out your brick from the wall

...waiting...wanting...waiting...wanting
endless silence
i want to dive into your mind
swim in your past and take a cue from trent reznor
i want to feel you from the inside


i want to feel you from the inside....

understanding.

something i can grab a hold of
something i have a little of
something they don't understand

understanding.

questions that have no answers
questions that have hidden answers
so many questions, but all in time...

understanding.

fuck what they think of me
they just don't...
they never will...

understand.

pain.

p a i n .

didn't know what was worse at the time
the physical pain
or the fact that you turned away

now
the physical pain is almost gone
but i can't forget that you turned away

was my pain too hard to bear for you that you couldn't even acknowledge it?
couldn't even look at me
or hold me
or try to make it better

just a back turned
i remember a back turned to me




pain.

p a i n .




i remember...

i hurt.

i dream

i dream too much and fail at bringing my dream into reality
need to reconcile
touch base again
i want to drag my dreams into reality
to be what i want to be


damn it all


i can only be me


frustrationangerresentmenthatreddisappointmentneglectsadness


i can only be me...

i need you more than you will ever know
especially right now

i need you...

How dare you cross the line?
...AGAIN?
How dare you even ignore the line's existance?
...AGAIN?
I know what you are doing.
What, did you think I was blind? Born yesterday, maybe?
No.
See, I'm comfortable in my skin.
I'm confident of my abillites; you do not scare me.

Your blatant lack of respect bothers me more.
Six years were thrown away because of disrespect;
One who was like a brother to me is now dead to me because of such a transgression.
Six years. Six fucking years.
Does that give you an idea of what you're fucking with?
You are nothing in the scheme of things.

I told you to back off once. I was serious.
Trust me, it was in your best interest to listen to me.
I gave you fair warning before;
I had hoped you were intelligent to heed the warning.

I guess you weren't -- Or you ignored it like the line you disrespected and crossed.

You are now my enemy.

Watch your back.